[成慧]

生病了..

凌晨去看医生..

没办法之下..

我看西医..

好久没病的那么辛苦了..

上周末去参加文化营..

因此星期六和星期一没有去上课..

为了要学业赶上..

即使病了还是要去上课..

上课时一直咳嗽..

讲师就一直望着我..

他的眼神似乎在说..

“你可以不要一直咳嗽吗,你在打扰我们上课..”

真的很不好意思..

自己也觉得自己的咳嗽声很吵..

在打扰同学上课..

真的对不起..

我不是有心的..

开学啦..

感觉很不一样..

上了经济,art, 电脑,会计和public speaking..

身为理科生..

却念文科班的科目..

预料中..

不明白讲师在说些什么..

尤其是经济..

唯有努力..

才能了解自己念的是什么..

希望自己能赶快适应这全新的生活..

从一位朋友口中得知..

我们的一位朋友..

一位很久都没联络的朋友..

得了肺癌..

发愣了..

心里在想..

怎么会这样..

一个健康不抽烟的人..

竟然会得肺癌..

真的很难想象..

很难接受这样的事实..

这就是人生的无常..

终於明白..

只能默默的祝福她..

希望她坚强..

跟大家分享一首旧歌..

特别喜欢这首歌的歌词..

25 Minutes-Michael Learns To Rock
After some time
I’ve finally made up my mind
She is the girl
And I really want to make her mine
I’m searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her I love her
And I’m sorry about the things I’ve done
I find her standing in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn’t search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she’s crying while she’s saying this
Boy I’ve missed your kisses all the time
But this is twenty five minutes too late
Though you traveled so far
Boy, I’m sorry you are twenty five minutes too late
Against the wind
I’m going home again
Wishing me back
To the time when we were more than friends
But still I see her in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn’t search
She looked so happy in her wedding dress
But she cried while she was saying this
Boy I’ve missed your kisses all the time
But this is twenty five minutes too late
Though you traveled so far
Boy, I’m sorry you are twenty five minutes too late
Out in the streets
Place where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
Inside my head still I can hear words she said
Boy I’ve missed your kisses all the time
But this is twenty five minutes too late
Though you traveled so far
Boy, I’m sorry you are twenty five minutes too late
Boy I’ve missed your kisses all the time
But this is twenty five minutes too late
It’s too late
Though you traveled so far
Boy, I’m sorry you are twenty five minutes too late

I can still hear her say

那天送小婶去车站搭车回去新加坡上班..

临下车前..

小婶抱了抱妹妹..

跟妹妹说她要回去新加坡做工..

下周末再上来吉隆坡..

妹妹叫小婶下周末要买cheese回来..

小婶下车后..

妹妹很乖.. 她没哭..

她会跟妈咪挥手说再见..

好佩服妹妹..

她真的好乖..

斌介绍的一首旧歌..

在这里跟大家分享..

歌手: 光良

歌名: 妹妹

你笑说风好大没说两句话

泪就像雨落下

好好哭一哭有没有带走眼里那颗沙

看着你在挣扎还是爱着他

说甚么话都多余啊

爱情像个长假

再美的回忆

结束了还是要回家

不管是苦涩还是甜蜜

忘了他他是个傻瓜

他不值得你还为他流泪牵挂

有太多好男人是你的选择啊

想再看到你笑得灿烂如花

忘了他我的妹妹啊

虽然他(也)是我最喜欢的朋友啊

我打算从此再也不见也不理会他

我们把他忘了吧

你说你不怪他你还是会想他

对爱你已不再有想法

成长的痛苦

原来有那么多的代价